5:54 PM
C.L.
I don't seem to know who I am anymore.
Not so long ago I felt like I had it all figured out. I'm a mom. I'm a runner. I'm a teacher. I'm a friend. Things were going well. I had a wonderful new daughter, two amazing boys, and a fantastic support system of friends and family. I literally had no complaints and was perfectly content any happy.
And then I broke...again.
This wasn't like the first time I felt that I had broke, when my dad had died. When that happened I feel apart all at once so it was almost easier to out myself back together. The pieces were right there and easier to find, not scattered over space and time.
I wish I could say I knew the exact moment that it happened, but really it was a series of events that started small,...
Tuesday, April 26, 2016
Saturday, April 16, 2016
Processing
It's been a while since I have written anything. Life has been busy, and wonderful, and messy and excruciating all at the same time. But that's usually how life is; the good with the bad, the best with the worst.
As the weather gets warmer I tend to spend most of my time outside, soaking up the sunshine, recharging my batteries, and just letting my mind wander to the tune of a gentle breeze and warmth on my face. Lately my mind has been drifting more and more to the relationships in my life; friends, foes, loves, lovers, children, colleagues, etc, and how some stay and some go.
Recently, I lost a friend. I'll save you...
